It’s A Boy!….

Posted on February 2, 2010 by insider53

’79 had her ultrasound today and “IT’S A BOY!” This is the best news and I am so excited for them. I can’t wait until June when the baby is due. Congratulations to her and Mike. I know they thought I would be disappointed if it wasn’t a girl, well I’m not.

You see I have had a dream for the last few years now. In the dream I am playing and talking to my granddaughter Stella Rose. This dream is not only vivid but Stella feels very real while I am dreaming. It is a reoccurring dream and I have it a few times a year for several years now. ’79 had already decided to name the baby Stella if it was a girl. But instead we are going to have a beautiful and healthy new grandson to love and spoil.

So the dream was not prophetic or maybe Stella is still waiting to arrive at a later time. Or maybe the dreams happened so I could tell ’79 about them and then she could relax and quit stressing out about getting pregnant. Or maybe a dream is just a dream caused by neurons firing in your brain and has no deeper meaning at all. It doesn’t really matter because even if I didn’t dream about Miles Gabriel, his Mother did and that’s what counts.

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At Least I Still Have My Sense Of Humor….

Posted on February 1, 2010 by insider53

I’m still here and things are still unresolved and up in the air. I can’t say much but I don’t want you to worry so I will say that we are all in good health, thank God. We are not being sued or arrested. There are no drugs or drinking involved, too bad because I could use a good drink or 10. I am exhausted because sleep seems to elude me most nights due to the stress. I am now, unfortunately positive that this will not be resolved with a good outcome. Wish us well and keep us in your prayers.

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Thanks For Hanging In There…..

Posted on January 10, 2010 by insider53

I know I have been quiet lately and that just isn’t like me, is it? There has been a lot going on in my life. None of it is good and I wish I could ask for advice from you because I need it. The problem is, I can’t talk about it. Legally I am bound to be silent. Since this subject has been consuming my life, it doesn’t leave me anything else to blog about or at least it feels that way for now. So bear with me please until things change. I am still here and I try to read your post and leave comments as often as I can. I will also try to post as often as I can. Hope everyone’s new year got off to a good start. Thanks for hanging in there with me and being so patient. Your comments over the holidays have meant a lot to me.

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Holy Cow It’s 2010….

Posted on December 31, 2009 by insider53

MAY YOUR NEW YEAR BE BLESSED WITH HEALTH, HAPPINESS AND GOOD FORTUNE!

Don’t forget to eat your black-eyed peas for luck

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